Today was a very good day. It rained, as if fortelling Brian's fate, but luckily for him I didn't hurt him as much as I intended to last night....I would have if Mercedes and the others did not stop me.
Last night, Paul tried to convince me not to beat the shit out of Brian. I was not in the mood for listening to that kind of stuff. I blocked him after ten minutes of speaking to him. However, what he said did kind of lingered around in my head until finally I fell asleep at 1.
Here is what Brian said on his xanga that I found very interesting.
Now, we would tell this stuff to her face, but it's clear she'd either A. explode and punch us, getting her suspended, which would make me feel some pity for her, or B. run away and cry, which I would be amused at, but would embarass her beyond all reason.
If he did ever came up to me and said I was not pretty, I would not care at all, except this is a totally different situation because he is posting it all over his xanga. So obviously I would have to chose A. A for Annie and B for Brian! Brian would be the one crying his eyes out, not me.
I probably wouldnt have slammed Brian so hard against the lockers if he didn't call me a bitch. But he did, so he deserved it. He deserves more, but luckily for him, there are actually people who did not want me to beat the crap out of him.
Theresa tried to make me reconciliate but I do not want to! Dont say I didnt try to be nice to him. I have been doing that throughout track practices and at the first meet. Disgustingly, I shared my drink and food with him. I even invited him to my party. AND I was actually the one who tried to get him and his crush together even though he threatened to kill me. Whatever, now I dont need to do any more random acts of kindness towards him because we are no longer in each other's existence!
There are a lot of things I want to say, but I'll leave it at that since Brian apologized to me. I'm not saying I accept the apology, but now there will be no more misunderstanding because there is no need for any of us to speak to each other.
And for Catherine. Don't deny the fact that you called her a lesbian. You posted in your xanga, but you deleted it. What I remember for a fact is that you said, '******* went to the dance with...omg nvm I cant even say it.....' maybe not in those same exact words, but with the same meaning. Whatever, if you want to start something, I'll be gladly to compete. You appeared to be a pretty neutral person, but secretly you were just taking both sides behind other people's backs.
..Aww.. see? Annie jumps to conclusions like we did.. =/ In this case,, she doesn't REALLY doesn't know the full story, but seems to fully understand that you and I are bastards trying to destroy someones life. lol she couldn't be farther from the truth.. *hugs*
I know the whole story. Yes I REALLY do. How does not adding someone to a list come to calling them a lesbian? Yeah, explain that and then come talk to me bitch.
On a happier note, my mom kicked my dad out of the house just this Tuesday. Now I don't have to listen to them screaming their heads off. He is slowly moving stuff out of the house..but since he has so much stuff, its taking a longer time for him to pack rather than actually move it out. So far, he's only moved the damn fat ugly fishes.
I still want to go to San Francisco by bus. If you guys still want to make plans, call me. Or else I'll be going with my mom and sister on Wednesday or so. And for that stupid bio project...when are we actually gonna start on it?
This has been a very interesting sweet sixteen. I cant wait til next year's birthday. |